I've ben reading Blogs for a half hour, interesting stuff, it helps me see what is important to the people who God has placed in my life for whatever time I'm with you all. Well here's whats important to me. I try to listen to what God has to say to me. Through circumstances, people, nature, assignments, etc. I have children to raise, a wife, friends, all of whom need to know that I love them, while they are able to hear it. I believe in giving flowers to the living. A comment, thats meant for all who I'm following, keep sharing your thoughts, your hopes, your dreams. Your right from my perspective. Home is where the heart is. Nothing has been more important for me than my children. I have wanted to be a father since I was about fifteen. My first was born at 29. However, when I was 17, I met, my first wife. She was about 23, and had 3 children. We got married in Basil Switzerland, in 1975. By 1980, it was over. But the relationship with the children rebooted in 1997 at Haywood's wedding. He found me, and asked me to come to his wedding in North Carolina. We are close again, and Donna and Wanda have allowed me back into their lives as well. All six of my children met, and when Najee was killed Haywood Donna and Wanda helped, and are helping to Nurse me back to health. I love my children, some of whom have adopted me and call me dad. I thank God for all my experiences, the good and the ones that are a lot harder to except. Because I don't have a choice. I don't go around consciously creating problems for myself, and other people like I used to. Life can be to short for that. I make mistakes, and when I catch myself doing that, I regroup, and change direction to whats more in line with Gods will. I got to take my baby girl to school