1248 Tuesday morning. I have been asleep since 7 something. I feel rested, but know I need to get back in the bed, and go back to sleep. I can be pretty irritable, when I don't get enough, sleep, food, sex, attention, love, respect, fun, conversation, dang, the list goes on and on. I could go on and on about that. I can't answer any questions about anyone but myself. I don't have all the answers to all the problems in the world. I'm really, honestly only writing because this is an assignment, that is a really big part of the grade I get for this computer course. So I laid in the bed after I woke up to relieve myself, trying to figure out what I could write. I have avoided using most of this media, for a very long time and am really not thrilled to continue, but I have to get the degree I'm after. It's not for money though, I'm 58, retired, and capable of living off the retirement check and odd jobs if I must. But I'm driven by closure. Who cares about that, but me? So I can't write about that, at least, not here.Got to keep that to myself. So just so some of my class mates and professor Beard understand, that I care and have read about some of your thoughts on love and children, and Tony, I need you to know you are my inspiration. I hope everyone in the world gets to experience, love, all of our children learn to appreciate those of us who take the time to be the best parents we can be, learn how to express, the love and respect they have for us, in a way we can see it. Sometimes we don't see what we have, because it's already there. I've often looked for things , I already had. Bad habit, not appreciating, what I've got. Love, is all around us. It's right there, try, embracing it. Please, enjoy your day! the most important thing I got, I saved for last, hope you read this far, PRAY, seek GOD, and ask him to answer all your questions. Just a suggestion. Enjoy!